Texty: On The Run. Other. Lesson Learned.

It's been so long since I've felt at home anywhere
I'm a stranger in my own skin
I've been trying too hard to fit in
And I keep telling myself it's not worth the frustration
I put myself through but I
Can't just let myself give in

I've said before I know it's just an occupational hazard
Lying in bed, thinking that nothing else matters
And I'm so afraid that this is getting me nowhere, nowhere

Don't try to talk me into callin' it quits
You know I'm only getting started and sometimes you drive me out of my wits
I learned a lesson about holding my breath
When I'm swimming underwater I feel so close to death
Save me, don't try to save me
I'm not drowning, I just like the feeling of being alone

I've said before I know it's just an occupational hazard
Lying in bed, thinking that nothing else matters
And I'm so afraid that this is getting us nowhere, nowhere
It hurts the most to say I'm sorry
For never being what you wanted me to be
I'm just figuring out what's right and wrong for me

I'm a walking, talking miracle of science (just breathe everything's gonna be okay)

Underneath the sinew and bone
I'm just a pile of flesh over a heart that's made of stone
I'm a fake, and you can blame me for everything

Save me, don't try to save me
I'm not drowning I just like the feeling of being alone

I've said before I know it's just an occupational hazard
Lying in bed, thinking that nothing else matters
And I'm so afraid that this is getting us nowhere, nowhere
It hurts the most to say I'm sorry
For never being what you wanted me to be
I'm still figuring out what's right and wrong for me