Texty: Ensign. Ensign (EP). Trying Again.

Once again I'll say I'm sorry for one more time that I fucked up. All I wanted was you acceptance but i missed the goals that you had set. Expectations I can't live up to, make you turn away. So many hopes and aspirations, to you I've always failed. i tried my hardest to make you proud. I did my best not to let you down. Again I tried to reach the top, when I didnt you let me drop. I thought I had it this time. I was never close. You don't think that I care, that's what hurt me most. Same old thing, I told you so, spit that in my face. Even though I tried, you think that I have failed. I tried my hardest to make you proud. I did my best not to let you down. Again I tried to reach the top, when I didn't you let me drop. I've failed, at least i fucking tried. I've failed, you were never on my side. I've failed, at least I fucking tried